Saturday, February 28, 2009


How old were you when you had your first relationship?
~to be exact is 12...but to be specific..i have a boyfriend since i was in kindergarten...2 lagi you!heee

Are you taken/single?
~single jer

How old were you when you had your first kiss?

What color is your underwear?
~macam-macam it..heeh

Do you like anyone right now?
~hmmm...not jer banyak's end up there..

Ever had your heartbroken?

Miss anyone right now?

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
~from daa

Last person to text you?

Last person you saw?
~someone who ruins my trust...front of me...

What was the last thing you said to someone?
~ "im ok, tgh nak makan cekodok nih" my mom

Who is top in your top friends?

~they meant to me a lot, and i never wrong to those till now ( thanks GOD not her)

Who do you trust the most in your
~ma family..n GOD

Who do you love most?
~my family

Ever been in love?

Who has hurt you the most?
~anak keling...sib baek tak lama ngan dia..GILO KESALAHAN (CRAZY MISTAKE)! n he gots his payback...grrrr~

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
~yup..banyak...kawan penipu,kawan mastermind, kawan backstabber...

Are you happy?
~rite now..?? NO...

How many good friends do you have?
~jus reduced 1...but my ol friends are still there for me..they are..

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
~ stick with you...xder laa sampai xleh drg...just reminisce je.

Have you ever cheated on a partner?

Ever been cheated on?
~p0n .......

Ever been told someone loved you?
~ =)..yea

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
~ not really..if comes to a friends - yes, if sumone i like -, ok i like the old fashion way..orite..

Not meant it?
~ ha?

Ever had your heart broken?
~ yup...:(

Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now?
~err?? undefined~

What is your idea of true love?
~ love me for me, i'll love 'em the same..not how i physical..or else..

When they slip, do you think you can let go the small stuff?
~ha? depends...

Do you believe in love at first sight?

Why or why not?
~i rabun???..kot.

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
~ depends..but somehow...ppl change..maybe they just good being frens, not lovers..

Do you believe that love can be found in bars or is that too much of a risk?
~i dont buy..this kind of thing...

Should people go to bars to find love?
~i dunt think so...bars is like...1 night stand

Or should they go to places where people who like what they like hang out?
~ how bout accidently go?

Should men and women be expecting the other to buy the other gifts?
~what these question hv in common...

Who should wear the pants in the relationship or should it be a mutual give and take?
~yeah..gv n there no prob in the future..

Should chauvinists of either gender be in a relationship?
~ jap tgk kamus....

Sunday, February 22, 2009


TADAAAA~~~~~ is that?
its..100 n 1/2 percent original made by us...
fyi : the hand with scicors : faiz
       pic taken from the back tradewinds college : me
       the background...papers and dead leaves : en zahar n faiz
       aslam: he did the video..together with en zahar..(-_-)

actually this our second poster...
after the 1st one..we think absolute...S.U.C.K!
i made up myself...that night...bolehla from me yang x berapa mahir nih...
cuz the expertise...XDER.... (read that....TWICE...:P)..
haha...sowi own...
mule2 mmg bengkerk(clueless) atas dasar humanity...we all sume's ok! :)

besides...our presentation..went out well..
biasalah...en zahar n faiz ..really good at making speech...
so everything seem to be fine...
pn shila also happy with the presentation..
and there is not-so-much question to be answered (thanks GOD, kaduk n sood wasnt there)
and yeah...maybe our presentation have a value added in it...
fyi, there's not just a poster(advocacy ads) alone, we also includes short ads muvie(PSA) and impressed!
how was that???
is just a coincidence - really, we are so afraid tho...i mean with all the presenter..
they all look so good on theirs' mean.."wow"
we are like "we are not going to do that extravagance...common is just ads class, yall.."
then later on thats why we decided to have a 3 type of PSA instead.
simple. ( heheh~)

hmm...thanks to yall...thanks to us...:)
even we have quite a prob with our assignment..but it all turn out good...

so sorry, but the video cannot be upload...tenet low...

nak tgk
that was my accidently, 2nd blog...
(cam takleh nak delete jer...)

*hmm..habis laa aku, pn shiela nak url blog...kene update slalu la cmnih..uuuu (sambil memuncungkan mulut)~

Saturday, February 21, 2009


hey's me datin-is-me...forever n ever will be...
yes i am...hectic indeed...
workin from 9 to 5 - the quote to describe me today

ok starts from will be spotted at sultanah bahiyah..dats uum's library ..LOL!
discussed about communication audit with komathi, sumathi,syikin, me ...and daa(excluded)..and bryan..whose in KL rite now...doin mpp thing...
up till 1.30pm...n we went to subaidah then to have sum food..
me having maggie goreng tambah ayam this afternoon..hee

next at have meeting with Seminar's members ( my classmates)
talking...n discussing...well me just listened to them...:D at zero..but im just...DUN WANT TO KNOW ABT ANYTHING XCEPT THE MONEY THANG....dats just so miserable I?
i agreed, there's so many challeges (phhuii) in having people's money...
afraid be exact...:|

and then comes rain....
nice...but worried...
luckily we planned to have discussion about our seminar's presentation then

so at 3 something i guess...we have discussion...
there's me, faiz and aslam....own wasnt there...he still at penang..
brainstorming...brainspanning..brainshooting...what else??
actually there's nuthing much in our just we dont have much ideas...we stuck!
the brain was full!!!
the rains keeps on falling...
ok..and the day goes up to close at 7am....
faiz was right...we should bring an extra clothes with us...We STINK!
it's been one day....
im so-so-so fuckin tired ...
thinks want to go to bed early tonite...waaaarrrgghhhh~

hmmm...even the day was full..but me happy...quite a big laugh today
meeting frens...having a conversation...knowing people...sharing ideas..
things that i always miss...hee..tol ke?
instead of sitting at the room..doin none...quite...getting piss..n sort...i just dounno why..
even..we barely known each other well...but we having fun doing things together..
and things goes well (^_^)..

*Thinking : Ive done everything, but if you still pulling up ur had no choice...then...
     confusing, is it me or u deserve to did it...what a world eh...?
     kawan ketawa ramai...kawan menangis...memang go to hell!!..jadahnyerrr~
     suddenly i have to agree with this...i felt it too~


Sunday, February 15, 2009

i just...

need friends to tell me..

" don't worry, we are on these..TOGETHER, you are not ALONE"..

really frustrating right now...hmm :(

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Aww my GOD!

me confirmed going to do my internship in MITC (Malacca International Trade Centre) this coming June!. Im sooo FLYYYYYY~
I dunno which department im going into- forgot to ask..too happy with the acceptance.
My mom also so happy with these, i knew she doesn't really like me to do my internship in KL..well, it's ok.. doesn't matter after all! Besides, MITC also my targeted option if im clear up my mind in doing it in my hometown. :)..
Even KL was my 1st choice,but i dunno where am i in..
so to reduce my consiousness (afraid of getting a so-so), why not im choosing my own organization...
MITC was my 2nd try, and im lucky to be accepted in.. (but dunno how was my 1st try..)
is just LUCKY me!

well, let me tell something about MITC.
it was known as Malacca International Trade Centre - mentioned above!
just a few minutes from my house..:)
the work? the work??!
ok, it's like event management thingy...
MITC known for a place of EVENTS...many-many events and exhibition...minor events, major events,- me likey...and yeah, MITC also like a must place for wedding's ceremony in Malacca.There is one time, in December last year i went for my mom's friend wedding, we got konpius..cause there are like 3 weddings going to have inside...the lobby also booked out!
hmmm....can't wait!!

that's just GREAT...

oh yeah..tomorrow me n two girlfriends (suzanne n may) of mine are going to penang!! yippie~
at 7am...too early huh...but ..HELL eager to get out of this campus...
so damn bored....
yup...we are going to celebrate 'love is in the air'.....with all single ladies (our theme)...
hope tommorow will be great....

a safe journey for us tomorrow...AMIN~

Monday, February 09, 2009


She was standing there by the broken tree
Her hands were all twisted,
She was pointing at me,
I was damned by the light comin'
Over all as she
Spoke with a voice that,
disrupted the sky.
She said,
"Come on over, yeah
to this bit of shade,
I will wrap you in my arms"
And she said,
"Let me sign,
let me sign."

twilight OST....:D....ROB PATTINSON..
it is when bella was dying, and edward (rob) sucks the venom out of her body..
'let me sign' is refer to bella, means she let her self to the devil (edward)
GREAT rite...It's make me MELLLTTTTT...hehe...
it's a Lurvy-duvey Week..this week...:)

but not for im a SINGLE LADY...(^_^)..
n have a plan!...with all "single ladies"!!..haha...(all hail to single..)

talking about love..
i've got story to tell,
it's about a friend...he's falling to his ex,  back.
but he already have a girlfriend, that love him,still.. and appriciate him much(by the story he told me, i can tell)
an accidently 'meeting' in chatrooms with his ex, make him to think twice!
either to get back to his ex, or have them both( i ges)

this time around, i decided to play my role. I mean to give something, to explain, instead of saying " think what best for you.." - as usual!. I want my friend to feel that im there for them.And Feel how i FELT about that.hmm..:). it was very rare about me..

im sorry, for kutuk-ing (condemn) you much.But that's how i feel, my friend. As a girl, or a women, might be. I guess, you deserved it with what you got from your ex. I believe in ALLAH SWT, but somehow KARMA was true...what goes around comes around, babe.

Besides, Love someone who loved you.By the story he told me that her current girlfriend, love him so much, as he has became her first love. For me, myself thinking if a girl hardly to find someone for herself, i guess the girl must be lil picky, and make a full calculation due to her decision. So i think, my friend was really lucky to have her.Just be grateful about it.

Appreciate people around you, and of course the people right "front" of you. Appreciate them for them, and you will get the return. It' s like a simple theorem, but not all people stick to it, even me. We' ll be realize when got the payback. This things will always make me memorize to "kampung boy". If only i wasn't to think 'all-great' about myself. Regret so bad!

Be a real human. Maybe it sound a bit harsh. Face it. Never take something for granted. Be grateful to what you have.Don't be greedy. Loves one for one and only. Forget about "Im Hot" thingy...Remember, YOUR BEAUTY or YOUR HANDSOME good looking stuff or MATERIALS does not last longer. By any chance, it might be gone.

Alright, this was just my 2 cents....don't want to tell much..cuz i know it already heart breakin' here..rite..n me no Dr. Love either, but these are some sort of what i told him just now...i knew it was cruel, indeed! that's the truth man. maybe if we try to accept that not everything in this world we could get, will settle all the fuss. Just tell yourself, what you want in life. In REAL LIFE....!

Btw, thanks for sharing the story...
it's really thoughtful...and reminiscing of the old memory as well..
but, let bygones be bygones..
just wish for the better life, there....(",)

* If i COULD turn back time, i'll be more honest to myself (-_-)*

Friday, February 06, 2009

sayunk kamoo jugaa...:)

1.Someone tells you they love you, you say...
: sayunk kamoo jugaa...:)
2.If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
: a beautiful house
3.Do you miss anyone?
: yup... 
4.Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
: PPD...
5.Do you like your bed?
: so sexy place!
6.Will this weekend be a good one?
: nope...nuthin to do...jus the same ol weekend..
7.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
: dunno.
8.How is your hair?
: fine n get longer...blacked!
9.Do you like your life as of now?
: so-so
10.Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
: yup...bowink nyerrrr...
11.Do you drink coffee?
: yup.
12.Does anyone call you babe or baby?
: sayunk banyak laa...ntah nape  looike! :D
13.What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
:twilight..for the 5th times...
14.Do you like surprises?
: absolutely.
15.What are your plans for the future?
: it's like the one i plan onced in Matrix...(-_-)
16.Have you ever set foot in a tanning bed?
: nope.
17.Do you make your bed everyday?
: yesh.everyy mownink...walaupun nampak buruk jer.
18.Your best friend tells you she is pregnant what is your reaction?
: taniah!=)..ha!
19.Do you like pasta?
: yup..
20.Whisper or shout?
: whisper...but im the one yang ske shout even i dun meant to...heh
21.Swim or run?
: dunno how to i prefer
22.When did somebody tell you they loved you?
: my friend..on my bday...
23.Last person to annoy you?
: tat pervert who's disturbing us so much!go away la. U set up everything. MASTERMIND bitches!
24.Do you wish your hair was shorter or longer than it currently is?
: i dunno..i luv it now..dunno in the future...
25.Do you have a secret that less than 3 people know about?
: yeah...hope it safe with them...even we no longer be friends..
26.Have you ever had a phone conversation with someone who lived in a different state?
: yesh..
27.Do you and your best friend have the same cell company?
: yesh!we're nokia's user...:)
28.Are you good at persuading?
: not really, i more comfortable to let ppl having their own option..
29.Are there a lot of people in your house?
: my small lil famly only...all together..6ppl
30.Does the same person call you every single day?
: not really.depends.
31.Last call received from who??
: sis in law..."bile nak dpt my wedgie?"
32.What are you doing tonight?
: asignment-off, music-off, fuckin bored dah!
33.Do you have a guy friend you tell everything to?
: yup...pecah rahsia..siap! 
34.Are you friends with more guys or girls?
: 50-50...kot...eerrkk!

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Best Kan?! :D

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Tuesday, February 03, 2009


great term thoo...:)

but..that not about the term that im goin to tell...
the new term i learned today..from a class presenter...
really touch me a bit...
like Mejar said...touch in apostrophe = "touch".

it was really fascinating to see something that we like...ouuups~
but sometimes, i do agree that 'love at first sight'(is just an analogy) - doesn't exist!
thats not just about the look...
or what Prada,Gucci, or Fendi you are wearing...
it's how well we present ourselves towards public...can makes somebody 'fall' into us...
and maybe a lil well outfit...
like what im experienced myself today...
fasinate to the way the class presenter delivered his message...

'fall' here...doesnt mean love...okay?
it was something like..
or everything that can be describe as...."hey, i think i fall in love-STOP TALKING!"

to explain...
im not in love with him, here..
cause i dont feel anything after left the class..
im in love the way he present himself..
or i can say...he can makes people to love the way he speak! (or it's just me???)
so cool, relax, and confidence...
and i believe...
that something makes him a lil 'extra' , that is..
the knowledge he had..
maybe thats makes me wants to hear more...
is just great.. :)
and i cant controlled my eyes but to concentrate to what is he going to tell..more n more..

it's funny cos i left my thought about that here..
cuz it suddenly cross my mind rite now..
really adored!..
bright future ahead to him..i believe! 
wish to be like him someday...hmmmm...:)

** just finished watching movie - PERFUME, The Story Of The Murderer. Great story, afterall.

Sunday, February 01, 2009

me n my biological typo....

im not got in comforting ppl...
or ..
whoever...'it' was...

hmm...mebbe bcoz of my 'biologically' type, being a baby sis in family makes me become this kind of girl..i ges...
being comfort...not to comfort others............?
too bad for having a fren like me..huh?

its really frustrating, when in time your friend really in need, but you can do nothing about it ...right?..
i felt the same way too..
i just dunno wat to do ...
what if im not telling them the truth?
what if im sayin sumthing that will hurt them?
what if im accidently crossing a line then????

sumtimes ppl just cannot accept sumthing that negative...
but sumhow, thats what friends are ...
tell them wats was not right...
but..what if, is just us that think that wasnt alrite?

it's really complicating...yet, im still believe that telling the truth is the best way, even it hurt the most...
but, still, me can do nothing about it.

learn from the experience...
maybe, i can be more helpful..if i am in the same situation...
maybe, i can just say it, whenever i wanna said that i feel right ( like muka ketat always did? - talkin w/o thinking)

im very sorry for a friend...
that i cant help you much...
accept for listening to what you wanna said..
but it really make me feel useful sumtimes...when sumbody told about their prob..
n it really frustrating..that me can do none...:(

but remember ppl once said ( kachak juga slalu cakap)..
" GOD gives sumthing to the person that willing" 
dalam bahasa mudahnya,
" Tuhan tidak akan memberi beban, jika kita tidak mampu menanggungnya"